20101203

了解~~

甜言蜜语很好听,而且甜在心里,听了好开心...
*可是好恐怖,因为那也许是个谎言*
有时宁愿不要这些什么甜言蜜语的~真言残忍,但没谎言那么悲痛。

有些话明知说不说,心里已是肯定了~
*但人总是好奇怪,总是觉得还没讲出来的不会那么痛,在骗自己---因为还能找借口来反驳心里的那个肯定*

好想大声地说'yes'...
*可是心一直提醒自己“我还没得到是以否的解答*

人人都说爱情会蒙蔽眼睛
*那为什么有时我那么清醒明白*
如果把我给蒙蔽了,那该多好。傻傻的,就这样过。

简简单单的爱~~ 一个属于自己快乐幸福的家 :|
可是为什么每次都这样~~
我该放弃吗?---永远过自己的生活吗?

20101127

complicated~

its complicated~ whr n wat am i in tis moment n later?
am i considered now?
should i ask wat r d Qs tat in my brain?
wil i get d honesty As?
complicated...
complicated..
complicated.

20101116

Y WHY WHY

i hav many things tat i dun understand...
Y only she?
Y so sudden, 360 c change?
Y nothin make me keep one's mind on smth?
Y me?

evtho, he has ans...
i hav known he wil giv such ans... actuali.
clever sure wil ans like tat...
if not how to continue d project tat on his mind~~
hop wat he ans is a reality.... NOT LIKE WAT I WORRIED...

20101026

难熬的时刻~~

暗恋一个人不是那么容易。。所以选择放弃。。。想念一个人辛苦。。所以
选择寂寞。。。不要再相见。。所以祝你幸福快乐。。我会选择离开。。。

放弃去猜你每一个反应 去猜你是否变心

越是幸福越害怕怕它会结束 越拥抱却越是孤独 没有人了解的寂寞 我自己照顾

我原谅你喜欢上了别人,因为爱情是自由的。我原谅你对我的忽视,因为爱情需要宽容。    我原谅你忘记我的生日,因为爱情需要体谅。我原谅你的所有的错,因为我爱你。

笑,并不代表我不难过,只是我不愿让你看见我最脆弱的一面。
哭,证明我真的很难过,再也无法忍受心中的悲伤而流下眼泪

人变了心,言而无信 人断了情,无谓伤心
我剪不碎旧日的动人情怀,你看不出来我的无奈

你施舍的寂寞 让我比一无所有更难过 我不奢求给我一个结果 如果要走 至少告诉我

难熬的时刻是否开始过去,下一刻会比较好过吗?
好烂的我,会有那么好命吗?
开始怀疑自己的远处的来临...
这就是我得走的过程吗?接下来可以自私一点给我偏好的过程吗?~

20101020

start to delete-----ing memoriess

thank u~~
i hav learned a lots in tis month~
thank to he, she, it :p
tryin to forget... do my best
all of u treat me very wel,
slowly to recover~ huu...
hop wil hav a gud days to b continous my life...

20101004

wil u care about how others think on u?

honestly, i very care~
what they think on me will influence me~
but sometime, should i follow what d god has been arranged?
wound never been recovery... cant remove it..
everyday make myself like a busy gal---
like now, nothing let me busy, start to think this n that.
start to post blog~
save me... like on the sea float, dun know where, which place is my destination port.
today i walked very long long road under the high temperature sun.
walk along the road, d brain keep thinking u n me, they n me--'WE'
im tired. but nv hav time to take a rest.
wil it only stop until d end of my life.?

20101003

HER Happiness

HER Happiness--- my bro' GF can cal her as a bro' sis... haha
we treat her very wel, even she havn get married v my bro~
parents treat her like us... im jeolousy :p.. hehe, kiddin~~
tis is her fate, blessin them ^^
las nite her birthday, my mom cooked nice food for her.. soOOo 'happy' oh-she
i hop to find 1 like her :b ----whr is he? @"
d vast sea~ how to find?
wish all of u r happy..