20090427

my dear xiang wei...

Mis u so much ooo…
Xiang wei….
Xiang wei….
Xiang wei….
Xiang wei….
Sooooooo…… mis u aaaaa!!!!
Pls, com bck earliar a bit larrrr!haiz…
No u kacau me when I sleep…
No u chat v me…
No u buy som food 4 me…
No u k bout my breakfast…
I can’t giv u my blanket…
Many things can’t do vthout u ooo...
Haiz…
When u bck here, I at KL le,hav 2 c u 1st may in the mornin oo!!
Nid 2 wait n wait… so looooooooong time!!!

20090425

Sugar cane machine…

Make sugar cane, I clean it, coz, sombody used it b4.
I can’t simply clean it ,then I used spoon. At d time,I thought somthin else.
Sudenly, the spoon went inside d machine, haiz… I vr scare. Dun know wat 2 do.
I asked som1 2 help me, wan xin tried 2 open d machine…
N haslam & zulhaidi took out d spoon… it nid bout 15min 2 take it out.arggg… so scary!
I thought tis time cham lo, scare d machine rosak ooo…
Luckily got them help me o.
***xiang wei holiday le, feel lonely le…
Wanna her com bck earlier o. but she bck at 30th o!!!

20090424

× ×myself

I can’t bck hom n go anywhere alone. Hav 2 find sombody 2 accompany me.
Haiz… so cham.. wan find who o? who got time 2 accompany me 2 go anywhere I wan o?
Like 2day, I wanna go 2 hospital c my mom. But my family dun let me go, coz, nobody accompany bck 2 genting! Y is me? Y wil happen on me? So sad!
Juz now, I went 2 1st world v kitchen staffs. We go 2 c d time of ticket (cineme). Then, we walk around d 1st world. I was c d chocolate shop from outside bside tat, I walk n walk somthin block me, luckily I didn fall down, they laughed at me. They said I nid a BF pegang my hand 2 walk… 2 protect me… haiz, am I so ‘lun chun’? reali nid som k from other? Can’t I take k myself? if like tat, how can I take k my mom o? so fan!!!
Start 2 hate myself…!!!

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So, bad… my mom’s leg vr serious, dun know when can walk by herself!!!
Haiz… lost so much of blood. I saw her, I wanna cry already.
2 days, 2 days I din sleep wel. Sooooo…. Now, stand can sleep oso. When close my eyes jiu wan sleep le… haiz!!!so bu xiang work, wanna bck accompany my mom…
Y sudden hapen ris aciden de?!!!
Mother day’s comin tis mother day make mom can’t get hapy.ahhhh…
No mood!!!!!!!!!!! My dad’s birthday can’t gather oso!
Nth can say…
Hate 2009…

20090419

Old town…



~ahhh lar… change shift (5-1)…not reali like tis shift…
However, I hav 2…
Talk another---------=== OLD TOWN^^^
Today, khai xian wanna go 2 old town for lunch,
Then, i accompany him 2 eat, the bread thr I wan eat, look so charmin
After tat, v go 2 market c c… v buy a guai ling gou n ice cream share share…
He said he nv eat guai ling gou b4… so funny, 20 yrs old nv eat it…
He took me sat in front of d highland hotel 4 eat d guai ling gou!!
Long time no tis feel ler… haha… like ‘pai tou feel’ wakaka..
--------------guai ling gou------------
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------------khai xian was eatin----
BAD NEWS !!!!
So worried now…..!!!!!!!!!!
My mom was accident tis mornin, juz now, called her knew tis news!!!!!
Y like tat!!!!??? My heart wanna go bck now!!! How??? Heard like serious lar…!!!

heart so pain`

20090417

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Arhhh… think, think…. Nth de!
Juz wanna help me, no any purpose…
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V sam shift in d mornin ler, now kitchen many staffs le…
Dun know whether gud o not…
2 week mor wil finish train at Happy Valley kitchen lor, no nid 2 take heavy things lerr…
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Haiz, flu again, so cham aaaarrr….
Difficult 2 breath … y yar?
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Mis him ooo…
Juz once only, if tat day I went thr jiu gud le…
May b I can chat v u. can’t get well lar…
So regret!!!

20090405

OFF DAY~~

Off til thur… but I’m sick lerrr… cham…
At hom, sick oso feel gud… better than at thr.. at thr feel vr sickness…
At hom, mor happy than at thr..
At hom, mood vr well..
At hom, I can hav a gud sleep..
At hom, I can eat my mom cook’s food..
I hate alone go 2 eat!
I regret but I wil continue… If I can choose, I wanna train alone… no partner!

20090401

AM I
OVER???......