20090524

心情非常的糟!怎么身为一个人这么难呢?永远没有两全齐美的事,唉!不想把朋友这两个字看得那么重要了,这两个字很伤我的心。事情到了这个地步我不知也不会解决!
对不起,我做错了吧!很想离开你们!自己一个人比较好,想怎么样就怎么样。好想回家,不想留在越来越陌生的地方!也许我蠢到都不知怎么形容了。怎么发泄呢?
心碎了……永远不会像以前那样了!应该这个时候对这些东西死心,下次就不会有一样的心碎了。
这半年真的没有开心过,不要求要些什么还是一样!问题到底出在哪里呢?
x做得很出面,这样对我!y真的这样想吗?很令人讨厌!还好有z们。
这个月好难过啊!

20090519

SAD YEAR!!!! HOW LONG WIL STOP?WIL CONTINUE TIL WHEN?

I very unhappy!!!! Feel All d ppl sudden dun like me, y ahh? i start 2 hate som ppl, y I wanna blive? y I so stupid? Y *** ? my heart had broken already!! I hope my heart is made by stone, no feeling o dead. Tis world so dark!!! Many kind of ppl, wat characters oso got!!~~ Communication, time n a lot of things have 2 maintain well. If not, wil b………
Not juz do wel ur job jiu ok de! Not u b a kind person jiu ok de! Nobody wil take it!!!!
Now, I understand y a person wil change their character o personalities. 1st is d environment can let a person change, d 2nd is ppl around tis world. We can’t control tat we won’t change by environment n ppl around us.
WORK is not easy. We nid 2 c kfully d ppl who work v u. not every1 is kind to teach n help u, but many r selfish!!! Workin place like a war, so horror! Tis world bcom darker n darker…
Can’t blive her n him even ur fren.
Trainin not smooth, family same oso!!!