I'm very very full now~ And happy. I like the feeling after my stomach is full. haha...         : )
But, It's make me miss the lunch that she cooked so so much. She bought a book for me which "Setbacks, is God's gift to you". I never read it. Don't know it can help me or not. YC 'see wide a bit'... Should I go to her hometown? I scare. I never go to anyone house for stay overnight. What's the decision? Lol... Will she wait me to tell her whether I go or not go?