MISS GOHTONG LIFE***

today i met a funny guy, he asked me "y dun hav papaya?"
then, i answered him "got." he said "NO." i replied him "tis is papaya." haha... he stil said tat isn't papaya.i can't bear n went inside d kitchen laughin n laughin... actually wat d papaya does he wan o d papaya look like? DUN KNOW?????HAHA...
i mis gohtong life,
i mis thr's food...
-chao dong fen
-kwong fu shang min
-wat dan ho
-loh min
-yo sui dou fu
-ho lan shu gai fan
-fu gua gai
-loh hon zai
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i wanna go thr... but d skyway r being maintenance! haiz...
shuttle service is inconvenient... arggg... wan 2 go thr oso difficult :<
i mis thr...
feel mor freedom... can go bck every week.
can eat lunch o diner v frens.
can meet them when i wan 2 meet.
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frens, when shal we dine 2gather... everyday alone, everythin alone!!!
somtimes u all haven bck, i jiu on d bed le... : (

I MIS U ALL,FRENS... :p

Think tat happy,think other feel sad…***

I chatted v u, feel s gud. U make me talk wat I wan 2 talk (smoothly). Won’t feel u dun wan 2 hear I was talkin bout… thanks u… :) I’m very happy v tat. N finally my mom called me yesterday nite. I waited her called me 1 week already le. Those day feel myself like air, like no 1 knew actually I’m stil at tis world. Damn down de…
Today, they talk bout the shift bout me n her. Then, she said “if u wan mornin shift jiu mornin shift lo, chef Lai asked supervisor yesterday, we nid change shift o not, n said If change shift so ma fan de.” OK! I can accept wat she said to me. Then, she talked again “I’m under afternoon shift, u under mornin shift, difficult lo. N I scare I can’t get up in the mornin.”
my heard started feel pain… suffer pain! Wat I’m under mornin shift n u under afternoon shift! Wat u scare u can’t get up in the mornin! If in first u were mornin shift, u oso can get up ma? Y I can, u can’t? if u really mornin shift, u really can’t get up ma? How bout ur future, when u work in real industrial? U oso said to the manager o supervisor u scare can’t get up in the mornin ma? If u dun wan mornin shift, u said lo, y said tis n tos reason n I can’t accept de reason!
I didn k whether mornin o afternoon shift. I juz a trainee. The previous days, I said I dun know wan change 5am-1pm shift o not. She said “did u ask ur chef change shift?” hear like wan me change like tat. I dun know wat r u thinkin bout? Y u support me change 2 5-1???
Haiz…
The other chef told me continue mornin shift. I know they wan me continue, coz they lazy to teach again the same things they hav taught.
Erm… juz wait chef ong bck, c wat wil he talk le… juz let u all 2 decide!

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我不知能撑多久，每天这样等时间带我过。工作好闷，闷到累，累了想睡。每天重复的做同样的东西……大家工作时间，地方都不同，很难有聚在一起的机会！好想念读书的时候除了读书，考试，我就可以和朋友聚聚，shoppin,等等……工作---除了工作还是工作，放工了回到房就不想出去了。Haiz。。。真不敢想真正踏入这社会的时候该怎么办???!!!现在trainee不会怎么让人骂，也只是因为trainee而已！做错了，受骂的是trainer。所以感受不到 Real industrial feel.
在kitchen虽然不错，可是每天都弄伤这弄伤那，不然就这里黑那里青的回来。脚也受苦了，每天得站至少7小时，可怜我的脚。
我真心的对待你们，不知你们是否假意对我呢?不管怎样，也尽量去帮你们，除了累到没办法。我的东西，现在想用，也让你们了。你们是否也会对我真心呢?如果是，我觉得我所做的一切都很值得的。
可是有时觉得你们因为一些东西，假意对我，一旦想到，心就会好痛好痛！是否自己想多了呢？希望是吧！
人美就什么都可以吗?人美就能得到别人的欢心吗?人美有特别的权利吗?也许吧！做好自己的本份就好了。这世界上公平与不公平只是一线之差！要的东西一定会得到，只不过那东西是不是你所想的而已……

trainin life...

my 1st dept is kitchen... (happy valley) in genting hignland.
the ppl r very nice n funny,they teach me a lot...
but i nid 2 get up early in the mornin at 5.30. haiz.. alone walk 2 there.n stand bout 8 hours in a day.
haha... there got chic rice, i hav 2 do tat aso.1st time to work in a real industry. it's somthin new 4 me.
the cupboard looks very scary when i c it.it's look old like my grandmom used b4.HAHA..
tue,18th mar, the a alarm haven ring.. i get up already..
wed, 19th mar, slept early at 8pm but woke up at 11.30pm.then 2am baru boleh tidur..
can't hav a gud sleep.. so cham, cham...
less 2 mit xiang wei,long time no eat v her le.. mis her.
hop u all hav a gud holiday(wenying,say wei n yuen yi)n my fren who r trainin all the best.
OF COURSE HOPE I HAV A GUD SLEEP EVERYDAY... :> CAN I ??

Dun know y these days they talk n tel bout my personality to me??? Erm… my personality is very strange. Haha… som said like tat gud coz wont hav quarrel v other… but wil let som ppl dun like me. I think who understand me wil like me… LIKE my 2nd uncle…
how u all think bout my personality?
16th hav to go to internship le… can’t go bck hom every week le… cham!!!
Hope hav amusin things while I trainin.

梦见##

之前听家人讲他们梦见了公公,心想怎么我没梦到的呢?终于让我梦见了, 很高兴可是又很伤心.高兴是因为梦见我想念的公公了! 伤心是因为梦见他脚痛还要抹地! 他叫我 ‘暐施’ 好久没听他叫我了.好想念他在的时候.唉! 可惜我没珍惜.心里的痛无法形容…如果时间可以回去那个时候就好了,珍惜他在的每时每刻.